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I watched ET, the new version, with the live recording of the score. Good stuff, but the laughing seemed stupid and too much like canned laughter on TV. But, applause has to be one of the most inspiring things. I always get pumped from it, whether its for something I did, or someone else.

When I either acted or displayed my works in front of an audience I usually shake like I'm very cold. In the case of acting, it usually goes away after the initial scene, but with a video or film project it lasts the whole time since there are moments all over the place and I want to see how the audience will react.

I don't think I did that for my last project in Visual Storytelling. Probably because I'm too familiar with the audience by now.

-This takes me to my confusion. There are things we want to do, and things we have to do. There are things we choose, and things chosen for us. All we truly have are our reactions. How we react determines where we go and what we do more so than our "decisions".

What happens to the man who gets everything he wants? According to Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, he lives happily ever after. I don't know if I agree with that or not... I guess it depends on what the person desires.

I've had so much go my way in life in the past, close to eight years. I pretty much got what I wanted... but Irony pops up and changes everything. You find yourself doing something you hadn't considered and everything changes, and yet nothing changes.

Its not the decisions, its all in the reactions.


Joe Black

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