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Just my luck

I wake up to a phone call this morning. A friend of mine in Saudi calls up... well, not my best friend in the world... he's actually more of just a guy I know...

and he tells me Jason will be in the Travis area pretty soon. Cool I think. I'll get to see him in a week or so...

nope. He shows up On Tuesday. Principle photography is delayed on Sometimes because a friend who travels across the world cannot be put off.

Now, I feel pressure and anxiety with this. I just had a small discussion with Kristen about this. I'm worried I'm going to be a let down and fail. I have never completed much of anything. I write and write... then stop. Never to finish. I outline, make a script... and never film it.

I'm worried I'll let everyone, but mainly myself down. again.

but, she says that I should make this be the thing that I do finish. So this can be a catalyst for good things to come in the future.

Sometimes its good to have someone else around to interrupt your sadness and doubt.

I'm just worried.
I'm just expecting too much.

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joe_black
Jan. 4th, 2002 07:54 pm (UTC)
Re: I know the feeling
and we just finished! ::phew::

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