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Not Centered.

I don't know if it is because of the Holidays getting under my skin for another year... or if its more personal business that has me in this sea of pepetual calm and uncare...

I've become less of me over the past... oh I don't know... and my small steps to reclaim myself over the past year (yes, yesterday was the year mark) seem to have been closer to futile than anything else.

I felt great over the summer... but now I feel like I'm almost back where I started.

at least I'm playing soccer tonight and maybe I can burn some excess "whatever" energy out of me and roll forward.

One week of work left before a nice vacation... a vacation full of tuning everything else out... of severing most ties and secluding myself and work on my stuff. I really need this. If I can't do this now... then there is probably no hope for more to happen.

I need to meditate before the game. I started doing a little earlier and it was great. I need a little more.

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